"Yeah, that's what Shep said. If he knew I was safe it would be one less thing for him to worry about." Lana sighed.

"Well, there was the whole thing with slapping CJ. And then Michael and Ben left... They'd kind of adopted me - taken me in - and it felt really good to have a kind of family. And then they moved to Belgium. It kind of threw me back into my whole 'everybody leaves me or dies' funk. And I've been feeling all paranoid about Shep, you know? I just care about him so much and if he were to disappear..." Lana shakes her head. "I don't think I could handle it."