And Chad, oblivious and hungry, just maintained his usual quiet and continued to quietly, thoughtfully, eat. It gave him something to do with his hands, because he realized he couldn't do what he'd usually do with them at a time like this, running his fingers over the coin he used to wear around his neck. Yeah, he didn't remember things like his first kiss with Teddy, or his first kiss at all, but he liked to think that was more because he'd rather look forward to more than bother dwelling on ones passed.