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Third Floor Common Room - Mid-Morning Tuesday
He didn't have class for a while, since it was a Tuesday, but it had never been in his nature to sleep overly much; as such, he was in the common room. He'd originally thought of going out for a trip on the broom, but the foul weather had put that plan out of his mind quick enough. He'd seen the remainders of an old barn that'd been struck by lightning once; while he didn't know much about how it worked, he knew well enough that it wouldn't be wise to provide a closer target.
As such, he sat by the window with a book on crystology, since the television was horribly distracting (off or on). He wasn't taking notes just yet since he wanted to get a good idea of how the whole of the science worked before he started making assumptions on what might work for his invention, and it was all very interesting. So many choices he hadn't even known about, and the pictures showed so many beautiful things, some of which he remembered from the Magic Box. He'd have to pick one of those; you can't make something with parts you don't have, after all.
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As such, he sat by the window with a book on crystology, since the television was horribly distracting (off or on). He wasn't taking notes just yet since he wanted to get a good idea of how the whole of the science worked before he started making assumptions on what might work for his invention, and it was all very interesting. So many choices he hadn't even known about, and the pictures showed so many beautiful things, some of which he remembered from the Magic Box. He'd have to pick one of those; you can't make something with parts you don't have, after all.
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"Hey, Liir," he greeted the other boy on his way to the cupboard. "Good book?"
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"I wouldn't know. It's interesting, though."
He couldn't judge the book until he knew the subject well enough, after all.
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"What's it about?" he asked instead, since that was much more direct and not as up to interpretation. Deciding between cereal or maybe eggs or something to have to eat right now was all the interpretation Chad wanted to handle in the morning.
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He was a very simple man, that Chad.
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"That's information, not a memory."
The difference was night and day, a hair to a cat, a single leaf of tea to a pot.
"The idea is that if someone should lose their memory, or have it taken from them, that they can get it back."
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Maybe he was wrong. Maybe there wasn't a difference. Except--
He held up the book.
"Look at this. If I was to say what I'm doing right now, give you information, I'd tell you 'I'm reading a book'. Yes? But a memory is more than that."
He closed his eyes and breathed in.
"It's the way I'm holding my hands on the page, the feel of it under my fingers, the temperature of the room at the moment, the faint ache at the base of my spine since I've been sitting this way too long, the chill of the window against my arm, the color of the print I'm reading, the faint scent from the couches that floats over here every once in a while... as well as reading the book."
He looked at Chad now, green green eyes open and focused.
"That's the difference."
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And he felt really, really bad over the fact that he wasn't sure if he got it. All that stuff sounded like just more information to him. That look that Liir gave him with the conclusion, though, killed anything inside Chad that might have wanted to point it out in argument.
Instead, after being quiet for a moment, he just asked, "If you did lose your memory, though, how would you know how to use the crystal to get it back?"
It was a good question, he thought, a practical one that answered a tangible question, which was much more his area than all the theoretical things Liir was talking about.
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"You can pick up a memory from anything if you look," he said, as if it was as easy as hunting up some cookies in the fridge. "Most things record imperfectly, though. Just a flash or a feeling as opposed to more."
He shrugged.
"I was a lonely child," he continued matter-of-factly, "so I looked. That's all. And the more familiar the memories, the closer tied to you, the easier it is for you to find them."
He quirked his lips, though, as he thought about it.
"I'd always sort of figured you'd have to carry it around with you, anyway. To remember with you. I don't think I'm smart enough to come up with something automatic, though."
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"Isn't that, like, Murphy's Law, though?" he asked, instead focusing on practicality. "Having it with you at all times? It's like, asking for it to happen because it can. ....or something."
He liked to think maybe that any sort of memory worth having would stick around, but he was feeling a bit of doubt. People weren't like that, after all. But were memories at all like people? He probably wouldn't know, because he thought memories were like information, and that was, supposedly, wrong.
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He just shook his head, gesturing with his free hand over the top of it. "This stuff's like...way over my head, I think..."
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"I'm probably not explaining it properly."
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He looked as if he was having a hard time putting it into words; it wasn't surprising, since words were never his specialty. The broom had never said 'you're going to die'. He'd just felt the memory of a scythe, of gathering, of being put to a new purpose, of falling from the ground to fly through the sky.
He'd just been little. In some ways, he still was.
Finally, he came on something.
"It's like emotion. You can't ever really tell someone how you feel exactly, can you?"
He knew he couldn't.
"Not exactly. And that's just part of a memory."
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"If you lost the memory of your, um, first kiss with Teddy, would it make it up to you if Teddy told you what it was like?"
Memories were, after all, personal things. That was the point.
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Because he didn't. He'd never had a good memory; there were only few things he could remember, and a lot of them were things he didn't want to remember. His mouth shifted, into an almost apologetic expression, as he realized why he was probably failing to understant. "I have a bad memory. I forget a lot of things, so maybe that's why I don't get it. 'Cause it would make it up to me if he told me, because it's more than what I already got."
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There wasn't anything he could say to that. He didn't even understand that.
Maybe he was insane.
"You're right, then. Sorry."
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...considering the first had been a crucified soldier at Red Windmill, that was quite an achievement.
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"Hello," she said, and there wasn't a sneer or an eyeroll involved at all.
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"Hello," he said in reply. It took him a second to realize he hadn't met this girl yet.
"My name is Liir, incidentally."
It certainly seemed incidental enough.
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"You're not?"
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A pause.
"And you?"
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He was in some of the clothes Glitch had given him and they looked like the average trousers and shirt and waistcoat and the rest that any half-way respectable Ozian would wear in the Emerald City.
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"We had someone from Earth once, but she went home. And now I'm here."
It was sort of funny.
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"I'd rather not, if it's all the same," he admitted right after that.
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"Your dog didn't bite me," he pointed out. "Or widdle on our feet or scare off the Lion so we had to go looking for him for hours.
No, it had nothing to do with killing his mother or leaving him when she'd said she'd return. All Toto's fault.
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"I like cats as well. Chad's kitten is very sweet, though he's the only one I've ever really met. And most dogs, I'd think; that one was just a horror. But Killjoy was a good dog. He was the Witch's dog but he was my friend until he died a few years back."
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"The Witch. Elphaba Thropp. 'Anything but Auntie'," he said with even a faint hint of a smile.
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He didn't say hello, but he did quirk his eyebrow in a sort of greeting.