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fandomhighdorms2009-10-23 11:49 pm
trigons_child) wrote in fandomhighdorms2009-10-23 11:49 pm
The Roof, Friday Night
Emo empath was, well...emo.
She had retreated to the roof when the growing excitement and anxiety in the dorms started battering her shields, and as night fell, she could still sense the dizzying happiness radiating from the town as people laughed and danced and greeted old friends.
Sometimes she had to wonder if allowing herself to experience emotions was a good idea, because she could not have the good without the bad, as those of Azarath had learned. And right now it was the bad, loneliness and sadness and even some envy at what others had and she did not. Wanting to feel love did not mean she would be loved. Or even asked to the dance. She knew she could have gone anyway, but she worried too much about being overwhelmed by all the emotions, and so she stayed at the dorms.
To mope. Just a little.
[Open if anyone's even still in the dorms. ;) ]
She had retreated to the roof when the growing excitement and anxiety in the dorms started battering her shields, and as night fell, she could still sense the dizzying happiness radiating from the town as people laughed and danced and greeted old friends.
Sometimes she had to wonder if allowing herself to experience emotions was a good idea, because she could not have the good without the bad, as those of Azarath had learned. And right now it was the bad, loneliness and sadness and even some envy at what others had and she did not. Wanting to feel love did not mean she would be loved. Or even asked to the dance. She knew she could have gone anyway, but she worried too much about being overwhelmed by all the emotions, and so she stayed at the dorms.
To mope. Just a little.
[Open if anyone's even still in the dorms. ;) ]