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Kate Gregson ([personal profile] vanillajello) wrote in [community profile] fandomhighdorms2011-03-28 01:38 pm

The Roof, Monday Afternoon

Kate had only returned to Fandom about an hour or so ago. She'd offered to stay in Kansas, to help, but then she'd been asked "What with?" and she hadn't been able to come up with any real answer, so they'd sent her off, and she'd grabbed a portal back. She'd soon realized she didn't want to stay cooped up in her room, so she'd just dumped her bags there and headed up.

And now Kate was on the roof.

It probably didn't seem like much of a momentous occasion to anyone else, but it kind of was one for her. She didn't even care that the weather was much, much chillier than it had been back home. She had her monkey hat and her golden jacket on, and she was good, just leaning against the railing, looking out over the island.

Everything felt calm. She felt weird, but it wasn't really a bad weird. She just felt like the world had shifted somehow, just a subtle little bit. Something had fallen into place and she could really breathe again for the first time in months. That seemed liberating and totally fucked up all at the same time.

It almost made her smile.

[ooc: It doesn't get much more open than the roof.]

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, he wasn't but sometimes there were exceptions to rules and there were sometimes unnoticed feelings that sneaked up on you and strangled you.

To her question, he just shrugged. "Never said anything about dating, did I?" Though, he was...kind of dating someone. It was hard to define.

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well one, I don't think you want to date me." They seemed to work better as what they were now. "And two, maybe there is more to it. If you say anything, I will fucking throw my cigarette in your hair."

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Catching that look, Nathan raised an eyebrow. "What?" Well, he'd invited her thoughts now so she was allowed. It all made a distorted sort of sense in his mind.

He didn't disagree about that last part. They worked pretty well as friends but Nathan was fucking sure they'd kill each other eventually.

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"Why would it be unexpected?" Nathan asked, bypassing the first part of that question for the moment. "I've dated before, Kate. I've even been a boyfriend before. Does that shock you? Do you need to sit down and hyperventilate into a bag?"

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, well."

He shrugged. Apparently, there was no good answer to that question of hers. He'd said that and gone and done the complete fucking opposite.

"Things change."

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Nathan fixed her with a look and shook his head. He was just gonna stop short of answering that question since revealing all this to Kate was a dangerous enough move.

"Why would me having great sex make you wanna kill yourself, Kate?" he asked, twisting her words up for his own purposes. "I thought you'd be happy! Everyone should be having great sex. Just not with me."

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
"And why would the answer possibly make you kill yourself?" Nathan asked, tossing his cigarette over the roof's edge and crossing his arms to warm himself up.

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
"And just what did she ever do to you that would make you harness all these negative feelings towards her?"

Nathan figured they both knew who he was talking about so there was no need to say her name. Kate didn't like Caroline, Caroline didn't like Kate and he liked them both in different ways.

"Can't you just kiss and make up? It really would be a lot easier on me. And it would make my fantasies end differently than a giant fucking girl fight complete with fingernails and blood being spilled."

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, yeah." Nathan had expected that honestly. He wasn't a girl but he'd been around them enough to know they could be kinda crazy. "You two are more alike than you think, I swear."

He shook his head and smiled because it really was kind of funny. Two people who seemed to hate each other had a lot in fucking common. "Besides, I thought you'd moved on."

Yeah, he knew that wasn't true.

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"Wow." Actually, hearing her admit that outright and without the aide of alcohol surprised him. "I don't think you've actually admitted that to me before. So, you haven't moved on. Wow."

He nodded. "And what's that mean?"

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, if it helps, I know Caroline's not doing him anymore," Nathan quipped, smirking. "She's doing someone else."

[identity profile] tripledmyself.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"She'd kill me if I shared," Nathan admitted, shrugging. "She'll probably kill me for admitting all of this anyway so if this is the last time you see me, remember me well, yeah?"