vanillajello: (With a knife.)
Kate Gregson ([personal profile] vanillajello) wrote in [community profile] fandomhighdorms2011-07-08 06:48 pm

Salle, Friday Afternoon

Since Kate had stopped smoking a few weeks ago, her trips to the salle had handwavily gotten more frequent. And even if she wasn't feeling a particular stress today (or at least nothing big), she was practising with her knife anyway, concentrating on an already battered-looking dummy.

There was a dance-like quality to her movements, to the precise, smooth repetition of the stepping forward, jabbing the knife into the dummy, yanking it out, stepping back pattern she'd fallen into. It wouldn't be the most helpful in a fight but it was what she was doing right now. It calmed her down and soothed her nerves, doing something physical like that. Just like her dancing had, way back when. Today was one of those days that she was going to let those two things blend into one. Maybe she'd even try out doing a knife-wielding pirouette and see what kind of damage she could do to a dummy with that.

She felt like she could stay here for hours. It was probably for the best that she'd left a post-it on her door to let people know where she was.

[ooc: Post is open, whether it's Kate or the salle that you need!]

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
After class Luke had grabbed Backbiter and headed down to the salle in order to direct some of his anger at Percy towards something that was...well, not actually stabbing Percy. Despite how mad he was at his situation, he was still capable of not being a complete bitch to people who didn't deserve it. Which would explain why he was nice to Kate when he came in.

"I think I'm kind of proud of the fact that you're down here of your own accord," Luke decided. "I've had to physically drag people into practicing before."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hey, training is training, no matter what the reason." Yes, even angry training like he had been doing lately. "I don't recall teaching that little move you were just doing."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Luke smiled and moved to get a dummy to stab at for himself. "I'd try it out myself but I definitely think it'd take my masculinity down a few notches."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well if you want someone to cry with, pop on over to 314," Luke said, stabbing a dummy in the side. "I'm sure Percy is willing to weep with you over stuff I've done."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
"Nothing he didn't know I was gonna do eventually," Luke said, stabbing the dummy again. "There's a war back home and we're on opposite sides of it. He knew that when he met me and I didn't 'cause I'm furthest behind in the timeline."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Luke let out a harsh laugh. He wasn't surprised in the least but it still kind of hurt. "Seems like everybody knew but me."

"I suppose he made me come off like some sort of destroyer of worlds, right?"

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, my thoughts exactly!" Luke stabbed the dummy a little harder than necessary. "You'd think he would have stayed away from me. But, no, he didn't and I ended up falling in...whatever with him and then I go home to find out we're enemies. And when I come back I'm the horrible one and everything is my fault."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah maybe you should tell him that because he's martyring the hell out of himself right now," Luke said bitterly. "I'm not pretending I haven't done some questionable things in all of this or that I'm going to stop doing questionable things but it's for a good reason. He's acting like I'm doing it for fun or something."

He shook his head. "Whatever, it's not like it matters what he thinks now."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Probably not," Luke said, ignoring anything that had to do with loving Percy even though he knew what Kate said was true. "I don't come off well in it no matter who is explaining what is going on, so keep that in mind if you actually want to know."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"Myself? No. But I let others that I'm responsible for kill people," he admitted, not looking at Kate at all when he said it. "I'm going to have to kill people myself eventually. Percy, specifically--or, well, some other version of him."

He twirled Backbiter for a moment before looking up at Kate. "But both Percy's I know are perfectly willing to kill me in return so the feeling is mutual."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Luke tensed up a little, immediately wanting to glare at Kate and tell her it was none of her business, but reminded himself he opened the topic up for discussion. He settled for glaring at the dummy instead. "I started a war against the gods. They don't deserve to be in power. They're selfish and irresponsible and they let demigods die alone every day. They're the reason monsters attack us and they don't do anything to offer protection aside from shoving us in a camp for life. Which, by the way, is a short one. We rarely make it to adulthood."

"So, yeah, I'm trying to knock the gods out of power. I have a strong ally and a lot of demigods are joining my side," Luke said. "Percy is not one of those demigods. It's war, he's not on my side, so it's either I kill him or he kills me."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
"From what I understand he thinks I'm acting out because of some daddy issues. You know, because I'm the type of person to start a war over something petty like that," Luke said, rolling his eyes. "He thinks that life with the gods in charge is just fine. But he's had it easy. He wasn't one of the demigods that got thrown out of their houses because their mortal parent didn't understand why their kid kept getting attacked and his divine parent was quick to claim him. There are demigods who never find out who their divine parent is."

He sighed and shook his head. "Look, I know how bad this all sounds, but do you really think I'd do something like this unless I was sure I was doing the right thing?"

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
That actually made him feel better than anything else had in the last few days. He didn't want someone to completely shut him off like Percy did and he didn't want blind loyalty like he was getting from Nico. He liked that Kate was unsure because, really, Luke had those thoughts creeping into his head too.

"I don't want to have to kill him. I've been looking for ways out of it," Luke assured her. "And I'd never want anything to happen to the Percy here. You're right; I do still love him."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah no kidding," he said with a hollow laugh. "That's why I don't get it when Percy assumes I'm being selfish. If I was selfish I would've stayed here with him where the gods couldn't fuck with me."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-09 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, yeah I know," Luke said, rubbing the back of his neck. "He hates me. Guess it's like the universe falling back in order since we're supposed to be fighting anyway. Apollo will be thrilled."

He paused. "Apollo's the god of prophecy. He's big into fate."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-09 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
Luke smirked. "I would be willing to take a hit to my badassery for a hug if we agree to put down the weapons."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-09 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
Luke did the same with Backbiter (that poor, poor dummy) and walked over towards Kate. "Okay, now I'm cool with a hug."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-09 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
She was pretty good at hugging. Even if she wasn't Luke would have still been grateful. He had lost Percy, Annabeth and Grover, so it was nice to see that someone was willing to stick by him. "Thanks. You know, for not freaking out on me."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-09 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
Luke laughed quietly before pulling back to look at her. "I don't know whether to be relieved for myself or be worried for you."

[identity profile] trickydemigod.livejournal.com 2011-07-09 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
Luke smirked. "Well as fucked up as it is, I think you're handling it pretty well."