behind the dorms - thursday after classes - 9/10

[new-to-liirness.livejournal.com]

After everything in Ethics, Liir was in a bit of a mood.

The mood wasn't good or bad, precisely, but it was different from his usual busy contentedness. He didn't want to cook, didn't want to bake, didn't want to work on magic or consider the rest of his classwork. The strange thrill that had spiraled up his spine and made his heart pound while talking to the professor was coiled in his stomach now, awake and alive but seemingly content to wait once more.

He wasn't sure he liked it. He wasn't sure it was healthy. He'd been reasonably sure it'd died with Elphaba in her tower over two years ago but then it had shot through him like a lightning bolt, and the strange taste of it at the back of this throat. Well, it wasn't a taste, perhaps; maybe a sensation? He couldn't tell.

All the same, he was outside and he was kicking a soccer ball (a gooseball, if funnily colored) into a tree at different speeds and angles to practice by himself because of it. That had to mean something.

[open, very much so...though I'll have a couple of hours of transit before I pick up tags]

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[new-to-liirness.livejournal.com]

He looked over at her.

"I didn't say I thought I was. You asked me what I was like for fourteen years."

Another bounce and return.

"I told you. It's more than I say to most. After a while, it gets very tiring to have everyone think you're depressing."

[trigons_child]

"And you said you felt more like that person," Raven pointed out. "And I do not think you are depressing."

She felt at a loss as to what to say to him, so she simply said, "I just wanted to make certain you were all right."

[new-to-liirness.livejournal.com]

"Would you like to hear I'm all right?" he asked her, sounding tired.

"Because I am. I am all right. There's nothing wrong with me."

[trigons_child]

"Very well," Raven said. "I am sorry to have bothered you then."

[new-to-liirness.livejournal.com]

"You didn't bother me," he insisted firmly.

"You don't ever have to apologize for coming to see me or stopping me on the street or making me pause in between a game of gooseball with myself."

There was even a ghost of a smile on his face there.

[trigons_child]

She managed a smile back. "I will not do so again, then," she said. She paused a moment, then suggested, "Perhaps if you apologize to Professor Skywalker, he will change his mind about detention."

[new-to-liirness.livejournal.com]

His expression didn't so much harden as stiffen, the smile turning brittle and breaking, in a way, at his eyes.

"I don't intend to apologize for doing nothing wrong. And I don't mind about the detention anyway. But thank you for the suggestion."

[trigons_child]

Raven sighed mentally. She'd been afraid he would have that reaction, but she had to ask.

"Have a good afternoon, Liir," she said. Maybe she'd find Joan and ask her if she had an idea what was going on. "I think I am going to go for a walk on the beach, but I am certain I will see you soon."

[new-to-liirness.livejournal.com]

He had a feeling he'd failed her somehow, but he dismissed it as something he could do nothing about and nodded to her.

"Good afternoon, Raven. Enjoy the beach. You know where to find me, of course."