The Pool, Thursday Noon
Thursday, October 29th, 2009 11:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Ender's form cut gracefully through the water as he pushed off, his head dipping under, submersing him in a state of near-weightlessness. He tried to focus on little more than that: the water, his movements, the steadily building muscle in his arms pressing against the friction. He was slowly starting to grow into his adult body; the soldier's musculature was starting to look less strange and out of place by the day.
He wasn't a soldier anymore, though. Or maybe he was, but in a bigger war, a different one than one just fought with fists and firepower and blood. He tried to imagine the water was red, red like the showers, but it stayed clean and he felt a little ridiculous about his own drama, his sense of self-importance.
Of course, it was Fandom - Fandom, which tried to forgive him for everything, including things it didn't understand and things it didn't want to know.
To some people here, he guessed, it was soothing. To Ender, it was just another reminder of how good he really wasn't; he reached the other end of the pool, and pushed off again.
[[ open, sure ]]
He wasn't a soldier anymore, though. Or maybe he was, but in a bigger war, a different one than one just fought with fists and firepower and blood. He tried to imagine the water was red, red like the showers, but it stayed clean and he felt a little ridiculous about his own drama, his sense of self-importance.
Of course, it was Fandom - Fandom, which tried to forgive him for everything, including things it didn't understand and things it didn't want to know.
To some people here, he guessed, it was soothing. To Ender, it was just another reminder of how good he really wasn't; he reached the other end of the pool, and pushed off again.
[[ open, sure ]]