After
that, Ender had gone back to his room. Eventually. And he had been in his room for a while, too. He'd been in his room for as long as it had taken Ben to pass out to the point of unconsciousness, where - or so Ender hoped - his senses wouldn't be able to pick up where Ender was, not exactly.
And then he'd snuck up to the roof despite the cold, wrapped in his own jacket. He'd sat there for a while, staring up at the sky, trying not to feel as alone and utterly desperate as he did. ('Poor Ender', he'd once written in circumstances like this, and remembering that made him want to laugh, because it was as ridiculous now as it had been then.)
What
was he doing here, besides wasting away the time? Besides trying to keep the ticking time-bomb of hormones and feelings still until he could make his escape? Two very important questions, but he didn't have any answers.
At the end of it all, he caved. When his call was answered with a groggy, sleepy, "Ender?" he just smiled, even if he didn't feel it.
"Hey, Val," he murmured. "Did I wake you up out of anything important...?"
[[ open if anyone is going to be up here at that time of night. Very NFB due to being way past radio. ]]