Outside the Dorm; Very Early Friday morning (around 1 am)
Friday, May 12th, 2006 12:32 amFinding a nice spot underneath a tree that reminded her particularly of home, she knelt down in the grass and pulled the slightly crumpled paper doll from the sachel at her hip. She figured she would take care of it outside; she couldn't imagine lighting a fire would be very appriciated indoors. Setting a few runes around her in the designated fashion and order, she began to chant quietly as she pulled out a lighter. She touched the flame to the square feet of the dool, and, partially thanks to the citris juice dabbled on it, it ignited quickly. She tossed it into the air, closing her eyes, and pushing her left hand forward, pointer and middle finger held vertical and together, while the others folded down. She pronounced a single word with emphasis, "Om!" and the enflamed doll disappeared.
Drawing in a sigh, she remained kneeling in the grass, her head bowed, eyes still closed, mind racing with thoughts while she tried to make them disappear. She was in desperate need of some meditation, and this quiet spot was perfect. So many thoughts....such a big decision...How would it effect things? Was this was Ojou-sama wanted? Try as she might, she couldn't stop a few tears tumbling down her cheek.
[[OOC: Wide open; save Sakurazaki from the emo. And, no, it's not seppuku; if it was, she would have kept Mini Setsuna around to be her second. hehe.]]